Utsuro no Hako to Zero no Maria

My Thoughts on Utsuro no Hako to Zero no Maria

"Utsuro no Hako to Zero no Maria" (Hakomari), where do I even begin? This series is a trip, a wild, psychological, romantic, and sometimes horrifying ride that had me hooked from the first volume. I went in expecting a mind-bending mystery, and while I got that, I also found a story that explores the depths of human desire and the consequences of wish fulfillment.

First Impressions

The initial volume throws you headfirst into a non-linear narrative, a time loop that's as confusing as it is captivating. I'll admit, it took me a bit to get my bearings, but the intrigue was enough to keep me pushing forward. The premise of wishes gone wrong isn't new, but Hakomari puts a unique spin on it.

What Works Well

What I appreciated most was the character development. Kazuki Hoshino, the protagonist, starts as a seemingly ordinary high schooler, obsessed with his everyday life. Watching him evolve, confront his weaknesses, and make difficult choices was compelling. The romance, while some might find it a bit rushed, felt genuine in its devotion and sacrifice. I also found myself drawn to the themes of accepting the past and finding happiness even in the face of tragedy. The power system, where every wish comes with a cost, added another layer of depth and moral complexity. The overarching plot is undeniably clever, weaving together different arcs that tie together in a satisfying way. The series has a way of exploring the darkness that exists within even the most innocent of us, and examining our weaknesses.

Areas of Concern

I can see why some readers might struggle with the main character, Kazuki. He can be frustratingly indecisive, and his righteous morals sometimes lead him to questionable choices. I also noticed that the mystery elements, while initially strong, can become predictable in later volumes. Some readers found the middle arcs cheesy, with the protagonist falling into despair repeatedly. The author seems to like the idea of female characters getting attacked, and it makes the overall story seem a bit forced. I can also see how his character flaws can be frustrating to read, especially when those flaws prevent him from solving the problems at hand.

Final Verdict

Despite its flaws, "Utsuro no Hako to Zero no Maria" is a unique and thought-provoking series that stuck with me long after I finished reading. It's not perfect, but its exploration of character, themes, and the nature of desire makes it a worthwhile read. I'd recommend it to anyone looking for a psychological drama with a strong romantic core, just be prepared for a potentially bumpy ride along the way.