I Want to Pull My Bias

My Thoughts on I Want to Pull My Bias

"I Want to Pull My Bias" initially lured me in with its catchy title, but it quickly became clear that this story is far more than just a fluffy BL romance. Instead, it's a deep dive into trauma, healing, and self-discovery, all wrapped up in the world of K-pop idol trainees. I was hooked from the start, and found myself completely invested in the protagonist's journey.

First Impressions

My first impression was definitely one of surprise. I expected something lighthearted, but was immediately confronted with a protagonist, Sol, grappling with severe anxiety, depression, and PTSD. He's thrown into a new world, a new body, and forced to navigate the cutthroat world of idol training, all while battling his inner demons. I appreciated that the author didn't shy away from depicting his struggles realistically. He doesn't magically adapt or forget his past, and his healing is a slow, arduous process, which I found refreshing.

What Works Well

The strength of this novel lies in its character development and realistic portrayal of trauma. Sol's reactions to triggers, his coping mechanisms, and his overall emotional state felt incredibly authentic. I found myself sympathizing with him, even when his actions were frustrating. The author also does an excellent job of fleshing out the supporting characters, particularly the other idol trainees. They aren't just cardboard cutouts; they have their own motivations, insecurities, and backstories that contribute to the overall narrative. I also appreciated the unique system element, which felt more like a tool for pushing Sol out of his comfort zone than a source of overpowered abilities.

Areas of Concern

The pacing can feel slow at times, as the story dedicates a significant portion to the training phase. While I appreciated the focus on character development, I can see how some readers might find it a bit too drawn out, especially if they're expecting a fast-paced idol story. I also found the potential love triangle/rectangle a bit unnecessary, as it risked detracting from the central themes of healing and self-love.

Final Verdict

Despite some minor pacing issues and reservations about the romantic subplot, "I Want to Pull My Bias" is a compelling and emotionally resonant novel that I would highly recommend. If you're looking for a story that tackles complex themes with sensitivity and depth, and features well-developed characters, then this is definitely worth a read. I give it a solid 4 out of 5 stars.