Excruciating Deep Love with You

My Thoughts on Excruciating Deep Love with You

Okay, buckle up, because "Excruciating Deep Love with You" was definitely… an experience. I went in expecting a melodramatic romance, and while it delivered on the drama, it left me with a lot to unpack. It’s one of those stories where you're not quite sure if you should be reaching for the tissues or throwing the book across the room.

First Impressions

Right off the bat, the tags warned me this wouldn't be a light read. Absent parents, abusive characters, blackmail… the list goes on. I steeled myself for some heavy themes, hoping for a compelling story underneath. The initial chapters definitely set the stage for a turbulent romance, but the execution left me feeling a bit… conflicted.

What Works Well

Honestly, finding positives was a challenge. The translation seemed well done, which is always a plus. I can appreciate the author's attempt to explore complex and dark themes. The novel certainly elicits a strong emotional response, even if that response is frustration. The plot does keep you reading, if only to see how much worse things can get.

Areas of Concern

Here's where things get tricky. The biggest issue, for me, was the main character. Her decisions often felt illogical, driven more by obsession than reason. I found it hard to root for her, especially when her actions had devastating consequences for herself and those around her. The male lead’s behavior is also deeply problematic, and the romanticization of such a toxic relationship left a bad taste in my mouth. The plot relies on some convenient plot devices and character actions that didn't entirely make sense.

Final Verdict

"Excruciating Deep Love with You" is a difficult novel to recommend. While it might appeal to readers who enjoy dark, tragic romances with morally ambiguous characters, I think it's important to approach it with caution. The problematic elements and questionable character motivations ultimately overshadowed any potential for a truly compelling story. Proceed with caution, and be prepared for a bumpy ride.