My First Love Regrets Letting Me Slip Through Her Fingers
By 荼倪
116 chapters
Description
Lu Mian’s memories of her senior year in high school have grown blurry, and the unrequited crush she once had has faded into an occasional late-night thought. From a friend’s casual mention, she learns that her old crush is now successful in the capital city, enjoying a happy marriage and a perfect family life. Lu Mian sincerely wishes her well. One evening, however, Lu Mian spots a familiar figure in her usual bar. Dressed provocatively, she sits at the bar selling drinks, a stark contrast to the pure and graceful girl Lu Mian once knew. Rumors swirl that her family faced a crisis, her husband left her, and she had to return home to make a living. Seeing her old crush in such a pitiful state, drunk and disheveled, Lu Mian steps in to help out of nostalgia. Drunkenly collapsing into her arms, Lin Jian, the old crush, is asked by Lu Mian, “Are you in desperate need of money?” Lin Jian laughs and responds, “Would you consider keeping me?” She continues, “I remember, back then…” But Lu Mian cuts her off, “I’ve long since let it go.” Lin Jian’s eyes dim, and she falls silent. Soon after, a friend sets Lu Mian up on a blind date, but Lin Jian calls her over to her place, claiming to be sick. In the dilapidated, dimly lit rental, Lin Jian is burning up with a 39-degree fever, unable to afford a hospital visit, having been ill for years and only buying the cheapest medicine. Out of old feelings, Lu Mian offers her a job as her assistant. As they spend more time together and Lin Jian falls ill repeatedly, needing her help, Lu Mian grows increasingly soft-hearted towards her. Until one day, she discovers that Lin Jian is actually a famous painter in the circle, with her own business and far wealthier than Lu Mian. Feeling as if she’s been deceived again like seven years ago, Lu Mian is devastated. When confronted, Lin Jian, eyes red, corners her against the wall, grasping her wrist and refusing to let her leave. “A Mian, I was wrong…” With eyes downcast and moist, her intense possessiveness is evident. Lin Jian is indeed sick, sick for seven years, and Lu Mian is the cure. “You can’t let go.”
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- Original Language
- chinese
- Type
- Web Novel
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My Thoughts on My First Love Regrets Letting Me Slip Through Her Fingers
"My First Love Regrets Letting Me Slip Through Her Fingers" is a whirlwind of emotions, a deep dive into a toxic relationship that left me both captivated and disturbed. This novel isn't for the faint of heart, but if you're looking for a complex yuri story with flawed characters and a narrative that keeps you guessing, it might just be your cup of tea.
First Impressions
From the beginning, I was drawn in by the intricate plot. The way the story unfolds, revealing secrets from the past and their impact on the present, is masterfully done. It's a slow burn, but the suspense is palpable, and I was eager to uncover each layer of the characters' tangled history.
What Works Well
The strength of this novel lies in its characters, particularly the two female leads, Lin Jian and Lu Mian. Their relationship is warped, obsessive, and, at times, downright unsettling, yet I found myself completely invested in their journey. Lin Jian's character is especially compelling; her confusion of love and possessiveness, stemming from past trauma, is portrayed with nuance and depth. Lu Mian's evolution is equally fascinating, as she develops a certain sadism and unwavering tolerance towards Lin Jian. The novel excels at showcasing the evolving dynamic between the two, making their toxic bond believable and strangely alluring. I also appreciated the well-placed flashbacks, which provided context and mirrored the present, enhancing the emotional impact of the story. The ending, while happy, felt justified, a logical conclusion to their twisted love story.
Areas of Concern
While I enjoyed the novel overall, there were a few areas where I felt it could have been stronger. I felt that some of the flashbacks contents felt a little underwhelming. I also felt that the side characters felt like wasted potential, I would have liked to see their roles expanded to further emphasize the themes of obligation and emotional attachment.
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Final Verdict
Despite its flaws, "My First Love Regrets Letting Me Slip Through Her Fingers" is a captivating and thought-provoking read. It's a story that stays with you long after you finish it, prompting reflection on the complexities of love, obsession, and the lasting impact of the past. I'd recommend it to anyone looking for a mature, psychological yuri novel that dares to explore the darker side of relationships.
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