Killing the Same Person Every Time

My Thoughts on Killing the Same Person Every Time

"Killing the Same Person Every Time" is a title that certainly grabs your attention, and after diving in, I can see why it's sparked such varied reactions. This novel is a blend of romance, tragedy, and yaoi, and it definitely takes you on a rollercoaster of emotions, though not always in a way that feels entirely satisfying.

First Impressions

Initially, I was drawn in by the premise. The idea of a protagonist tasked with repeatedly killing the same person across different lifetimes, only to find themselves falling in love, is inherently intriguing. The early chapters introduce a cute and seemingly naive MC, Bu Bai, and a complex system, Lao Da, who acts almost as a father figure. I found their dynamic endearing, and it set a promising stage for the story to unfold.

What Works Well

The strongest aspect of this novel is its ability to evoke strong emotions. Many readers, myself included, were captivated by the angst and the tragic circumstances that the characters find themselves in. The author does a good job of creating a sense of inevitability and despair as the MC and ML are repeatedly drawn together, only to meet tragic ends. The writing style is engaging, and the translation (at least in the later chapters) seems to be well-done. I also appreciated the consistency of the characters throughout the arcs, and the reveals of side characters' POVs towards the end.

Areas of Concern

However, I also encountered some significant issues that prevented me from fully enjoying the story. Some of the early plot points felt confusing and rushed, with events and characters appearing suddenly without sufficient context. The characterization of the ML is problematic. His actions often cross the line into abusive and non-consensual territory, which makes it difficult to root for the relationship. The MC’s naivety, while initially charming, can become grating as the story progresses, and his reactions to the ML's behavior sometimes felt unbelievable. I also noticed several reviewers mentioning the ending feeling abrupt and somewhat confusing, which I agree with.

Final Verdict

Overall, "Killing the Same Person Every Time" is a mixed bag. While the novel has moments of brilliance and is undeniably emotionally engaging, the problematic relationship dynamics and uneven plot development ultimately hold it back. I'd give it a 3 out of 5 stars. If you're looking for a quick, angsty read with a HE and are okay with dark themes and morally grey characters, it might be worth checking out. However, proceed with caution and be prepared for a potentially disturbing and unsatisfying experience.