I Will Never Let You Go Even If I Die

My Thoughts on I Will Never Let You Go Even If I Die

This novel was definitely an experience. "I Will Never Let You Go Even If I Die" is a wild ride through horror, mystery, and a very, very complicated relationship. It's not for the faint of heart, and the tags are there for a reason – heed them!

First Impressions

Going into this, I knew it wouldn't be a fluffy romance. The tags screamed "dark" and "problematic," and they weren't lying. The initial chapters immediately pull you into a world of ghosts, gruesome deaths, and a protagonist, Jiang Jubai, who's thrown into the deep end. It's a bit disorienting, but in a way that makes you want to know more, even as you brace yourself for the worst.

What Works Well

The author excels at creating a truly terrifying atmosphere. The ghosts aren't just spooky; they're genuinely malevolent, and the story doesn't shy away from the gruesome details. Xu Luan, the male lead, is a fascinating character. He's not a "good" person by any stretch of the imagination, and the author does a great job of constantly reminding you of that. Just when you think he might be softening, he does something that reaffirms his true nature as a yandere ghost.

The mystery aspect is also well-crafted. I found myself constantly guessing what would happen next, and the plot twists kept me hooked. The side characters, especially Jiang Jubai's mother, add depth to the story. She felt like a real person, and her interactions with the protagonist were both funny and heartwarming.

Areas of Concern

While the dark themes are well-executed, they can be a bit much. The relationship between Jiang Jubai and Xu Luan is incredibly complex and, at times, disturbing. Some readers might find the dubcon and noncon elements difficult to stomach. Also, I can see how some might find Jiang Jubai's character frustrating. He doesn't undergo significant character development throughout the story, which might not appeal to all readers.

Final Verdict

"I Will Never Let You Go Even If I Die" is a compelling but challenging read. If you're a fan of dark themes, yandere characters, and complex relationships, you might find it as captivating as I did. However, be sure to read the tags and content warnings before diving in. It's definitely not for everyone, but it's a unique and memorable novel that I won't soon forget.