Awkward

My Thoughts on Awkward

"Awkward" is definitely a rollercoaster of emotions, a real dog-blood drama as some readers have described it. I went in expecting a mature yaoi with all the associated angst, and it certainly delivered on that front. While I enjoyed certain aspects, particularly the beginning, the story definitely has its flaws. It's the kind of novel that will keep you reading, even if you're sometimes yelling at your screen in frustration.

First Impressions

Initially, I was hooked. The premise of Ye Mu being betrayed by his long-term partner, Yan Chen, in favor of his "white moonlight" was instantly compelling. The setup is classic drama, and I was eager to see how Ye Mu would navigate the fallout. The introduction of Chen Mo, the ex's illegitimate brother, as a potential love interest added another layer of intrigue. The first half of the book really shines in this regard.

What Works Well

The initial interactions between Ye Mu and Chen Mo were fantastic. Their "enemies to lovers" dynamic had a comedic undertone that I found genuinely funny. I also appreciated the author's willingness to portray the complexities of moving on from a long-term relationship. Ye Mu doesn't instantly forget Yan Chen, and that felt realistic. Many have said that they appreciated that the ex also had development and didn't just regret everything instantly. The story does a good job of showing the slow burn of feelings, especially Chen Mo's gradual realization of his attraction to Ye Mu.

Areas of Concern

However, the second half of the novel lost some of its luster for me. The relationship progression felt rushed in some areas, and I started to question the characters' motivations. Some of the plot points felt forced, and the coincidences piled up a bit too high. While some enjoyed the angst, others felt that the characters lacked emotional depth. I also saw some complaints about the ML's behavior being borderline abusive, particularly concerning consent.

Final Verdict

Overall, "Awkward" is a mixed bag. While the beginning is strong, with engaging characters and a compelling plot, the story falters in the second half. The pacing issues, questionable character choices, and potentially triggering content make it difficult to wholeheartedly recommend. If you're a fan of dramatic, angsty yaoi and can overlook some of its flaws, you might find it an enjoyable read. However, be prepared for a bumpy ride. I'd give it a tentative 3 out of 5 stars.