Is It My Fault Again?

My Thoughts on Is It My Fault Again?

Is It My Fault Again? is a web novel that really grabbed my attention, and I can see why it's resonating with so many readers. It's a story that delves into some seriously heavy themes, but ultimately seems to be about healing and finding a reason to keep going. Be warned, this isn't a light read by any means.

First Impressions

The initial hook is definitely unique: a college student suddenly transforming into a woman. While it could have easily become a comedy, the author instead uses this premise to explore themes of trauma, identity, and societal expectations. The early chapters can be a bit disorienting, especially with the initial focus on League of Legends gameplay, but stick with it – the core story quickly emerges.

What Works Well

What truly shines is the protagonist, Noel. She's incredibly human, flawed, and relatable. Her struggles with depression and the aftermath of abuse are portrayed with a raw honesty that's both heartbreaking and compelling. I especially appreciate that the story doesn't shy away from the long and difficult process of healing. It doesn't offer easy answers or quick fixes, which makes Noel's journey all the more believable and inspiring. The writing itself is also quite strong, flowing naturally and keeping me invested in Noel's story. Even though League of Legends plays a significant role, you don't need to be a gamer to understand or appreciate the plot. It's more about how Noel uses gaming as an escape and a way to connect with others.

Areas of Concern

The heavy subject matter might be a turn-off for some readers, and it's essential to be aware of the trigger warnings before diving in. While I appreciated the author's exploration of these themes, it's not always an easy read. I do wish there was a little more consistency with pronoun usage for a particular character outside of dialogue. While intentional, it can make things a bit confusing at times.

Final Verdict

Overall, I highly recommend Is It My Fault Again? if you're looking for a character-driven story that tackles difficult themes with sensitivity and nuance. It's a powerful exploration of trauma, healing, and the search for self-acceptance. Just be sure to check the trigger warnings beforehand and prepare yourself for an emotional rollercoaster. Despite the darkness, there's a glimmer of hope that makes it all worthwhile.